GOD! Today Was Boring…

First class, computer systems, the one with the hot Dutch guy, I had to study for next classes test, since my alarm clock didn’t go off. So all through that class I had to cram for the test, to the point, I couldn’t even admire the hot Dutch guy, fully. I had to settle for a peak or two, then back to work. Then I went to my statistics class, and it sucked, all the stuff I studied for wasn’t even on the test. I don’t know how I did on that test, I think that I got at least a 50%. But nothing really happened today, I need to get out and do something; hopefully this weekend I can gather up some courage and come out to two of my Sisters Friends, I was thinking of telling this girl they know, and the gay guy from the local wal-mart. The girl knows the gay guy from wal-mart, and she is friends with him, she also knows the guy I’ve talked to on the gaymers website; so I think that she might be a good person to tell, I don’t know why I should tell her, except that it would make me feel better that I’m actually acknowledging my sexuality. The guy from wal-mart, however, will be tough. I want to tell him, without it sounding like a pick up line or freaking him out. The main reason I want to tell him, is because I have a feeling that my sisters painted me as a homophobe to him. He’s been over to my house once, and my sisters told me that I might not want to be around him, because he was gay; and I think that she might of said something along the lines that I’m homophobic to him (silly heteros). So it would be nice to clear that all up, and tell him (I hope that the reason he’s never been over again isn’t because they said I was a homophobe).

I guess I won’t waste the whole day, I’ll read a little from the book I bought, but so far nothing I could relate to, but I’ve only read 3 out of the 29 stories. However the book that was recommended to me by, David, seems like something I could relate to.