The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

3/13/2005

Dumb or Dumbstruck...

Dumb, this ain't passing.

I keep wondering what Kevin said, was he sorta hitting on me or something? Kevin seen something. God! No gaydar, no flirt-dar, no nothing '-dar'. I suck, hardcore. <TANGENT> I bet that gets some Search Results: "Suck AND Hardcore AND Gay" - I can see it already.</TANGENT>

But really let me lay it out:

We All, as a group (except me for the most part), watched 'A Touch of Pink'. Afterwards i was talking to Kevin he Comes up and says hi and asks me "Do i know you from somewhere?" - Really, i just typed that out and realized it is sorta pick-up line-ish [when typing that, i realized i'm in major denial; 'ish' come'on!]. Then he asked to see the movies that i brought. Then asked me if i liked Drag Queen Movies; i told him i really haven't watched any. Then he lists off two, then the third i realized i did watch (To Wong Foo). He told me that i could buy 'Wong foo' really cheap, and we went on about moives for awhile i brought up that i was actually taking a Sci-fi Class and we had movies open to the public if he was interested - ok now that sounds like i was picking him up, honest i wasn't even thinking like that. Then we went up the front of the Center, where there was a bulletin board, where the Sci-Fi flyer i brought was hanging. It was me, him and Kevin and i think one of the lesbians. Then when i looked from the flyer, it was just me and him... I swear gay people are like cats, they can sneak around and you'll never hear them move. Then it was the guys bathroom time, so i went up to Kevin, and then he smacked me with reality. I was at the GAY, LESBIAN, BI-SEXUAL, and TRANSGENEDERD CENTER! Not at the 'Everyone is Straight, Except your stupid ass' center for retarded Brian's (With an 'I', because there is a Bryan).

So, what Kevin seen i obviously missed; i wish i had it on tape so i could just pop that bitch in, and have Kevin show me what he saw.

2 Comments:

Blogger buff said...

Howdy Brian. Really cool blog. I think Kevin has a thing for you, dude. Hoping that sorts itself out.
WOOOF.
Enjoy your insight. Have a super day. Big hairy muscle hugs.

3/16/2005 10:59 AM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

Oh, not Kevin, another guy... well at least i don't think Kevin.

Kevin is way older then i am, but he is cute, but then again he's like my dad's age... but then again he is cute :-)

23 - 41 = 18 year difference... i've heard of bigger differences...
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Big Hairy Muscle Hugs!!! How did you know that is my Favorite Kind of Hug?!? :-)

3/16/2005 7:14 PM  

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