The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

7/13/2004

Flawed, but that only adds to my value.

Its time. I'm going to make myself reveal my name, but I'm going to do so in a little thing I wrote that was inspired by a dream nightmare I had last night.

They say I'm flawed beyond repair.
So flawed they stop and stare.
I ask them where.
The say my hand,
because it grasps another man's.

-Brian Smith.


I am Brian Smith. That is my name. My 2nd most deepest secret on this board, the first is being my image. This is a huge step for me, and I feel stressed but I know that the stress will go away and joy will replace it. Soon I will become who I want to be, and my destiny fulfilled. I know it doesn't seem like much, but it was a great leap for me.

I'm sorry about the shitty crap I wrote, I'm not very good with poems and the sort, but hay it made me fell better just knowing that its no longer just something I written down. Now its eternal and hopefully be here when I'm gone so I will not be forgotten.


Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you.
-Marsha Norman

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