The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

8/27/2004

Ok… I’m really board…

Just read what people wrote in my freshman yearbook, the freshman one only because I just seen it lying out; I have no idea who was looking at it. But anyway, I was reading what they read and it’s pretty sad. I know that I’m shy, and don’t like to talk much, but damn everyone wrote that I needed to talk more. So let me share some of these notes

Brian, Hay, had fun this year going to school w/you. I’ll miss you over the summer even though you don’t talk much. Sally says ‘Hi’!
Love Cynthia

Ok that one is from my cousin, I have no idea who sally is, I think it was something we made up or some shit… That’s the cousin that had the party. Wait… I didn’t post about that party on my blog so here it goes, this is what I posted on koge’s blog.
I remember, when I went to High School, my cousin was going to have a birthday party and I was invited. My parents knew that there were going to be boys and girls there, unsupervised, and they still let me go. They asked me if I was going with someone, and I just shrugged them off, they took that as a yes; and asked me when I was coming home. I told them about midnight, expecting them to have a fit, since I only got my drivers license about a week ago, but they said ok. Well I didn't make the midnight deadline, nor the 1 0'clock, 2 O'clock... it was 3:30 in the morning when I arrived home, and all they said to me was, "how was the party". If that was my sisters, they would have been grounded so fast it would be in the Guinness Book of World Records. I guess they though I was on a date, then was 'getting me some'. Well, sorry to disappoint, I was neither on a Date nor 'getting any'. I was however watching American History X, which was a good movie, and the main guy 'got some' in prison.

Brian, you’re a great friend even though you’re a little quite. Have a fun summer.
Love, Loleta.

what I don’t remember is, being her friend. I don’t even remember talking to her at all; maybe I did, maybe I didn’t, I don’t know.
Brian, Hay! What’s Kickin Chicken? Not much here. It has been a great year and even got to hear you talk. But have a great summer and next year. Just Remember if you build it they will come!
Miss me Next Year! (Peace Symbol) out Missy
Beware of the purple people eaters!

Ok… this is from the only chick I had a crush on… and after reading this, I’m glad I’m gay. I thought, I thought, of some strange shit to say, but the ‘what’s kickin chicken’ and ‘purple people eaters’? That was an old movie even when I was a freshman; damn she went back into time for that one. But she is cool, at least I think she is still cool, the last time I seen her was at said party.
Brian, What’s Up? You been pretty cool, it’s just that you need to talk come more. Have fun in high school. Have a good summer.

Your friend J.J.


I didn’t hang around J.J. that much, but he was cool none-the-less.
Brian, I guess your pretty cool, except when your being gross, and saying mean things about me. But at times you can be sweet and don’t change (I think). C-Ya next year.

F/ Tracey

Class of 2000 Rulz!


Ok… Tracey was one of the people I actually talked to, but as you figured out, it wasn’t stuff you tell you momma. We mostly joked around; her, brandy, brandi, kristi, mike, and me. Speaking of mike, I wonder what happened to him? Last I seen him, he was leaving for Germany, because his dad was taking a (teaching?) job there.
Brian, although I treat you like crap, pretty much everyday, you are my friend. I just like to bother ya. Well have a good summer
Your Friend,
Brandy


Ok.. That is the brandy I was talking about above.

Brian, hey boy! What sup!?! It’s been a fun year and I hope next year is even better, have fun this summer! Ok.

Brandi

p.s.
Change your sick personality and Tracy won’t like you no more. So don’t change.

That’s from another brandi, this time though with an ‘i’. Yea Tracy got the blunt of the jokes, because she was the funnest to make fun of.

There is quite a few more notes, but mostly the same old stuff like above, with a few “wrote in you crack” placed in the bindings of the book. But there is one that is quite funny, well it’s really the post script that is funny…
p.s.
don’t get your tongue caught in a blender this summer.


Yep… the summer before my freshman year, I got my tongue caught in a blender. Sad Eh? Yep, good thing it was a cordless blender, because they don’t pack as much power. But I ended up with multiple cuts on my tongue, and I was covered in blood, fun times.. lol.

I usually don’t like to use names in my blog, but I think that in this instance it’s ok, plus it isn’t like I’m using their last names or anyting. Now I need to find my other yearbooks and read what is in those.

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