Eh....
I'm going to school later today, I have all night classes, so from 3pm to 10pm I’ll be in classes... AND NO BREAKS! So hopefully when I get home I’ll be in the mood to blog, if not I’ll have to start writing shit in the morning... But night classes is really going to effect my messenger time, I usually talk to people at night, and since I can't install nothing on their computers at school, I’ll just have to rely on email and my blog to communicate with people.
I also added something else to my side bar, a 'To do list'... I was thinking that I needed one so I could keep focus on my goals.
Oh.. And, as if you wanted to know, I feel better today... The upset stomach was from all the nerviness I had yesterday, then add on that my dad joked around saying I was gay... Oh.. And also add on the fact I didn't eat anything but what my sister 'cooked'... I didn't know someone could mess up soup, Campbell’s soup.
P.S.
Typing Campbell’s soup reminded me of something that happened in 3rd grade.. We had a teacher called Mr. Campbell, and he was joking around with a guy I know, Jerrod(I really don’t like using names in my blog, but I had to for this). Well he called him Jar-Head, and so he said to Mr. Campbell, “Campbell Soup is Mmmmm Good.”. Well Campbell, got pissed and sent him to the principals office, and Jerrod got in trouble.
posted by Brian Smith @ 6:40 AM
4 Comments:
Hey there ...
Talk about Bible Belt, I'm from Tn ... I just wanted to post and tell ya that it sounds like your parents already know, but don't want to admit it ... or commit to the idea. (If they joke about it, then the inkling is there)
OH yeah and to tell you that "this to shall pass" , one day you'll be able to wake up and not care what everyone else thinks or how they might take it.
Living your life to please others does nothing for you. Remember, in the end, you die by yourself . They don't do it with you, so you better have led a life that satisfys Y O U.
Screw em all I say. :)
Sarah
They should know, with the lack of dating, interest in girls, and changing the subject whenever me and a girlfriend is brought up. But your right, Screw 'em. My master plan, which is falling apart because everyday i want to come out even more, is to finish collage and then tell them. If they are cool with it, good. If not, I'm going to say to them, "At least i got a free education from you, bitches" then leave.
Can't say that I blame you. If telling them could jeopardize your college being paid for, I would wait as well.
What?! You mean you don't get overly thrilled and salivate when mention of Britney Spear's naked body is brought up at the family table? Tee hee, I'm just messin' round with ya. I LOVE men, I won't blame the next person for lovin' em too. *wink*
Sarah
College is becomeing less important to me everyday, i know i need to finish, but i don't want to keep lieing to stay there. Two more years of collage, i don't think i'll make it that long without coming out, and i don't even know if it would be worth it in the end; becasue of all the stuff i missed out on. I know that this lie has made me missout on a lot of things; Still (going to see how big a loser i am) haven't had my first kiss, or my first date, or anyting relating to a relationship of any kind. I have a lot of catching up to do, and 2 years is a long time to wait. But i managed to keep it a secret this long, and probably will keep if for those 2 years, even though it pains me.
Oh.. and about the other thing... My family dosn't eat together anymore, but if we did and she was brought up in a sexual mannner i would probably try to block that out with day dreams about Fat Hobbits Rocking my world. lol.
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