The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

9/04/2004

Shitty Eh?

Yea.. i know the new Template looks like someting from UPS, but that's why i need help; What color would you like it? I have the Photoshop file so all i have to do is change the hue, then change the Style Sheet to make it a different color. So what color do you want?

Also i know that i murdered one of Trent Reznor's Lyrics, So all the Nine Inch Nails Fans out there calm down. I changed it a bit, becasue i want people that though they knew me to understand that i'm not exactly the same person they grew up with; that i've hidden a big part of me from them, and that part isn't going away.

beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me
I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming
the me that you know had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
the me that you know doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore
all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry
drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness
that me that you know used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away
I can try to get away but I've strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all my bad parts
I don't want to listen but it's all too clear

hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away

it won't give up it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head


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What Can Brown Do For You? <- I couldn't help myself
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Also i know that there are a couple things that i need to fix... that will be fixed hopefully tommarow, i'm running into a couple problems, but i'm working them out slowly. Also if anyone doesn't like it, no matter what color it is, i can always go back to the Tempplate Blogger provided; just tell me and it will be done.

1 Comments:

Blogger Brian Smith said...

I was thinking of adding some javascript and a cookie, so people could pick a color, but that probably will never happen; because i'm lazy :) also i don't like cookies.

9/05/2004 4:35 PM  

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