I’m getting used to failing tests.

Yea, I probably failed another test today, but who cares? Eh, engineering statistics is boring anyways. I think OSU-Tulsa tried to hire the most boring teachers; and succeeded. But it’s almost thanksgiving, so what I’m thankful for?

I’m thankful for meeting the gay guy from Bristow

I’m thankful for blogger letting me to post shit; so I will always remember

I’m thankful for everyone who commented, letting me know that I’m not alone

I’m thankful for my sisters being a supporting force

I’m thankful that I’m allowing myself to peruse this part of my life

And most of all I’m thankful that I’m gay.

I believe that even though being gay isn’t the most important part of me, it is a huge force in my life. I shutter to think what I might have been as a straight man. Would I be homophobic? Would I be a raciest? Would I not understand the effects of being a minority? I hope that if I was straight that I would be the same person, but I guess I’ll never know.

I wish everyone a happy thanksgiving, and I give my heart felt thanks for listing to my shit this past couple months; I know it’s been tough, lol, but I’m not done (sorry :-) ).