Impetus

This new years i'm going to have to make the resolution to double my efforts in exploring this side of me. I need to, i've been noticing that i've become apathetic, not really doing anything to progress. The Oral Report was picked during the time i was actually making some sort of progress, even though it was done a week ago it feels like it was done back then. What i like to do this coming year is read more about people like me, be finished with the entire closet, go out and meet people like me, and hopefully find someone that could love me.

I'm not sure how i'm going to go about this, and i probably will make many mistakes, but i'll learn from them; but no matter how big of a mistake i make, it will be worth it.

The hiding has to stop, it has always been a major factor in my depression, and i've held on to it like it was needed.

I will not relent.
I am driven.