The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

1/05/2005

God! I'm a bitchy ass fag [at least for today]... and i love it.

The gates of hell have been open... by me.

I didn't get to go to TOHR because of the weather, but i did do my share of coming out.

I just uber bitched out my mother. I have no idea what the fuck i said, but it ended in me telling her i'm gay and then bitching her out some more. Wooo! i've never been sooooo pissed.

First she told me that i couldn't go to TOHR [i didn't tell her TOHR, i said somewhere else, i just can't remember] because of the weather, and she has all the keys to the cars, so i was stuck. Which beyond pissed me off, so i decided to be a bitch. She'd ask me a question, and i'd just 'Pfff' and walk off. She'd get a phone call, and i'd just pick up the phone, and hang it up, before she answered. Ya' know, 3rd grade bullshit.

Then it happened, i don't remember what she said, but it fucking pissed me off big time. She knew she was in for it then. What the fuck spewed fourth then, i have no idea, but i know at the end of it i told her i was gay and she was a bitch.

Then i walked off, and she said something like she knew or some shit, and she was just waiting for me to tell her. Then i bitched her out some more. I told her that, that was where i was going, so i could tell. And i added 'BITCH' at then end. And that this was the only Wednesday i could attend.

Oh god, i'm still pissed; eh, oh well, maybe i can skip school and attend the other meeting at the end of the month.

1 Comments:

Blogger Brian Smith said...

Well my family is dysfunctional at best...

I've only bitched my parents out a few times; and only when they deserve it. I hardly ever bitch anyone out, unless they press the right button [which isn't easily pressed]; she was sending morris code with that fucking button today.

But cha' know what? Fuck this family. The only ones i can stand are my sisters, and the oldest is being a bitch too [well to my little sister].

--

I'll take whatever you want to send, just don't go through any trouble.

I'll send ya' my shit...

1/05/2005 10:38 PM  

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