New Year Resolution(s)...

I can't seem to sleep, so i decided to write down some shit, i'd like to accomplish in '05; but most likely it will start out as a list, and i'll just go off in a tangent. Lets see how many i can think of...

First, i'd love to finally get that Boyfriend, i've always wanted. Just someone nice, laid back, and loves me; nothing else really matters. but he will have to be proactive, in the sense that he's going to have to ask me out [at least for the first couple times]; and none of that 'body language' or 'hint dropping' bullshit either, 'cause i can't read that shit; just straight up "i like you, wanna go out?".

Second thing, I'd like to be more positive. Even though i was a big 'o bitch yesterday, i was pretty upbeat about it. :-) At least my little sister and me were laughing, when i was being a bitch. [so, so far so good; I'm a bitch like Coral from Real World or Road Rules or whatever the fuck it was; lol.. i'm a bitchy black female.]

Third, I'd like to finish up some stuff that i suppose to have done awhile back.

Next, i'd like to attend the gay pride parade this year; i really wanted to go last year, but no one knew i was gay then, and that would be hard to explain if i was to be seen. but now i would love to be seen; i'd tape it if i got on the news.

Lastly, as always, change for the better; i'm satisfied with accomplishing that last year; i did, after all, come out to a couple people.

Oh, and one last thing... I'd like to be more fun...