A/S/L
16/F/OK
Is what i should say... Yep, i got it. I'm a 16 year old girl. Well i'm acting like a steriotypical one (like on TV!).
That or i have ADD. I cannot pay attention nor do anything else, but think about that sexy motherfucker! God, is that normal? It probably the biggest crush i've ever had in years... God! why couldn't he have been mean? But NO! He had to be nice! I swear! What is the world coming too?
I guess it wouldn't be so bad if i wasn't so damn shy. Eh! That is what i get, i guess. No real social interaction for a good hunk of my life, now i'm debilitating shy. Great! But i'm learning, i watch how other people interact and i kinda go from there... really, that is pathetic. But i have excuses! I live in BFE, and there is a lot of drinking and drug use by my fellow classmates, so i never really hung out with them because i would think i would be pressured into doing something i didn't want to, then being sooo intoxicated/High that i would come out... then get beat up.
But anyways, i'm having fun, i just wish i didn't have this fucking crush... it's really effecting my school work; like today something was due, didn't do it. I'm going to have to take a penalty and hand it in a little late. Also i have something else do, and i can't hand it in late, but i'm passing that class and can afford to miss it. All because I’m smitten kittens over a guy.. like a 16 year old girl on TV.
posted by Brian Smith @ 10:36 AM
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Definitly ADD. Mary, my sis in law, said it best (and we were actually having a conversation about ADD children, she is a LPN at an elementary school) "I really think that these kids are being overdiagnosed with ADD. Doctors have a lot to gain by........Ohhhhhhh!!! Pretty lights!!!!"
Pretty Lights!?! Where!
But yea, if something can't hold my attention, i'll space off. I don't know if that is because the shit is boring as fuck or because i really don't give a fuck. or Both.
Eh, yep. BOY CRAZY!
But i have it worse then real 16 y.o. gals! Yep! WORSE! Add alcohol to that! See that is why 16 y.o. are under age! Hell that is why 20 y.o. are under age! Then add on, HE RUBBED ME! I've gone crazy. It's bad when you just want to sleep all day, just so that it will seem that the weekend comes around faster... Right now, i'm just sitting around, waiting for the weekend... Hurry Weekend Hurry! Only a few hours and it will be the next day, woot! I'm going to have to make a counter that counts 'till the weekend... But Boys, are very distracting... Especially when you think that they are hot shit, and they rub you...
Eh! tomorrow, i have my 4 hr break... i guess i can make plans for the weekend...
As for my grades... they are one the slide for real! I've never made lower then an A in a comp class, but the last two sememsters: C in one, failed one, and this semester it looks like C in one and maybe D or failed another.
Holy shit! No wonder i chew the fuck outta ice!
Today was bad, i couldn't even pay attention to people talking to me. I was in a lecture, and my mind kept wondering: I wonder what he is doing now. I wonder if he likes me. I wonder if he has found my site. I wonder if either AJ or Alan (the guys that introduced me to him) has found my site. I wonder if the bi-chick told AJ or Alan that i like him. And if she did, i wonder if they told him. and if they did, i wonder if he will act weird around me. i wonder what he does when not working. i wonder how old he is (that one is kinda worrying me, not that i care, just worried that he might or might think I do)... and on and on and on...
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