The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

4/24/2005

Gloating... If you don't like it... Fuck YOU!

WOO!

WEE!

WII!

WAA!

Ok, i've used OEIA and it's AEIOU and Sometimes Y...

WUU!

WYY!

Nanner nanner boo boo, i'm bader ass then you! Fuck the post i was going to do! This is better! WAY BETTER! Even though the last one's clue was 'I Wanna Fuck You In The Ass' This is better...

I went to the playmor...

I Sat With the People i Sat With Last Saturday...

I got Rubbed Down By Johnnie...

Watched the show...

Donated Money for the Openarms Youth Project...

Talked to Johnnie...

Went back to Table...

Closing Time Came...

Had To Refuse to Go To Breakfast with the People at the table...

BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY HAD A PREVIOUS ARRANGMENTS TO EAT...

WITH JOHNNIE!

:-)

:-)

:-)

BUT!

Didn't have enough money...

:-( ?

NO! HE PAID!

:-)

AND DROVE!

I'm so happy! HA! *Rubs everyone's faces in it!*

Then he drove me back to the bar, this was about 4:00 in the morning. So a 2 hour breakfast thing. He drove me back to the bar so i can get my car and go home. But before i left... he leaned in, while not on the lips but on my cheek, he kissed me. If he had went for the lips, i would have soiled his car seat. Then he said, "hay let me give you my number. Eh, do you have something to write with? I don't seem to have anything". I'VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY THAT I GO TO SCHOOL! I HAD PEN AND PAPER!

I Went to my car, tied to open the bitch, it was locked... i was so happy, that i probably could have pulled off the door to get to the damn pen and paper. After realizing, "HAY YOU NEED TO UNLOCK IT!", i got it. Sat back in his car while he written down his Cell and Home Number, then his Email Address. Then another kiss this time closer to my mouth... and then it had risen! LOL!

:-)

So i'm going to have to call him sometime soon, what is the best time to do that? A Day after, Two? Three? Hummmm... I dunno.

But what is funny, is while driving home, i tried to think of a reason he would give me his number besides being flirty...

Really, that is crazy... :-)

I also met some really cool chicks... She tried to get me a man while there, but no matter how many times i said "He's not my type" she kept trying... bless her heart. And when she went over to the guy and started pointing at me, i put my arm around her GF and was like "Hay baby!".

5 Comments:

Blogger Tony Grant said...

Hey check out my site www.lovesbible.com you will find it very interesting

4/24/2005 5:57 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Happy joy joy!!
Glad you had a stellar weekend.
I went to casino with my bestus friend and his boyfriend. Won $150

4/24/2005 9:15 PM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

:-)

I've been queening it up... and i only do that when i'm happy.

Eh, the food bit... i've have a lot to learn... I wasn't thinking, and ordered something with onions! Really, i wasn't even thinking about it until it was too late. Then I was like thinking... FUCK! What if he wants a kiss and i have onion breath!

Lot to learn!

:-)

And i have called him, but got the voice mail! :-(

He called back in 15 mins :-)

But i wasn't home yet, i forgot to tell him that i was heading home and might want to call me around 8:30. But he called, and got my sister, and he told her to have me call him and i did. we talked for a lil bit, he had to go to work, but he told me to call him this week. I'm thinking Wednesday, since i'm not going to school that day. But he said to email him so he can have my email address! :-)

<tangent>
I don't think i can put as many happy faces i want to... :-)

:-)
</tangent>

I was sooo nervous, but i'll post about that in a min.

ATM... THANK GOD THAT RULE DOSEN'T APPLY!

WOOT!

:-)
---
Yea, he even gave me times where he would be near the phone. :-)

But one of the contacts is going to be history in awhile... he said he never uses his home phone so he's getting rid of it. I guess it's cheaper, since the only reason he had a phone line in his house was for the internet, but he has now got COX Cable. :-)

<tangent>
Weeee!

God i'm a big 'o queen when i'm happy!
</tangent>

Bring [My] Own Bombs? New System of a Down! WOOT! I've seen a snippet of the video at the GLBT Center's new Cyber Center. Looks nice.
---
Another WINNER! WOOT! :-)

I can't wait till school is over, so i can sell back my books, and live it up off that money!

I wish i had luck in Casino's, since i live about an hour away from one. We also talked about the casino, he's only been in there once, i've only been in there about 2 times since they re-modeled, but haven't played any, he said he lost. I would however like to try my luck at the new poker and blackjack tables they have.
---
EH! The Countdown to the new Weekend Begins in about a half of an hour! My own personal Hell Week, and I’m not even in a fraternity! I wanna see how much closer to my lips he is this coming weekend. It’s not fair!

<Nerd Alert>
My ass is about to develop the Flux Capacitor so I can just zip off in my Delorean about a week into the future.
</Nerd Alert>

4/24/2005 9:30 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Onion breath yummm. One thing, Altoids, make them your best friend.

4/25/2005 10:01 AM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

I have a love affair with mints. I had some Ice Breakers, but they were in my car. :-(

I should have grabbed them when getting the pen and paper... but hell, it took me a bit to realize that i needed to unlock the door to the car. But i'm running low right now. So i'm going to have to pick some up today.

4/25/2005 10:34 AM  

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home