The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

4/23/2005

Question?

Ok, i'm confused... Really, i am. I believe that me being rasied like i was; void of any real social situiations, has been a determent to my development. What do you think is flirting? Where, exactly, does the line between flirting and being friendly lay? That is what i'm wondering. I'm pertty sure he is just being really friendly, but that comes from a person that has never been around this; this being normal people.

Well today he 'kissed' me... just a lil peck on my neck while we hugged... (i feel like such a dork asking this) is that normal? Yes, i've never had 'hugging experence'. Really, i'm even sadden by that.

I need a fag hag to come along, and give me what they see. Ummm... i wonder what my cousin Cindy is up to? I doubt i can convince her to come along. Well not convince, just have her come along, since she has a baby and all now. I wish i knew more people over 21, that i think would want to come, and known to have a good flirt-dar.
There is another tale, but i'm going to go to sleep... but to remind me to post it i'll give myself a few things that will jog my memory:

Woody
Bristow
Electric
Old People
Lunch

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Anytime someone that you havent known forever gives you a smoocher they are DEFINITLY meaning to be more than friendly. This of course excludes any overly affectionate long lost relations and the French.
Brian and a hottie sittin' in a tree ;)

4/23/2005 9:45 AM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

Hehe...

I wish.

Well that makes sense... but i'm still a big 'o worry wart...

4/23/2005 4:11 PM  

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