The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

7/25/2004

Not So Simple Life.

I guess I lied, today I did go to my sisters, but I wasn't planning on it. My little sister wanted to barrow a movie, so I walked it over there. I sat around watching the Steve Harvey Show, with my two sisters boyfriends, my older sister, and her former roommate. But that didn't last long, they turned on my older sisters laptop, and showed me what they have been DLing off LimeWire; the Paris Hilton video. That was the most uncomfortable thing I’ve been through so far, I had to leave half way thought it. I made up the lame excuse, "I have to go do homework.". Which is true but still lame, and left.

GOD! That was Uncomfortable, on two fronts; first I’m gay acting straight, second my sister is sitting next to me. But I wonder if they now suspect I’m gay? I left during porn; No straight man leaves while porn is playing, it’s a fact you can take to the bank.

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