Fuck Today!
Today sucked ass, the only good part was watching Hero, but even when I was watching that I was pissed (my ass kept going numb, I hate that theater’s seats, never going back there again). But that wasn't what makes me want to forget today, it was a conversation I had with the people I car pool with, or as they will be known for here on out, the assholes. Somehow we got on the subject of who we are going to vote for; well they are strong bush supporters. I told them I was voting for Kerry, and they asked me why. I said I don't like bush, thinking that the assholes would get that I didn't like his positions on things, I was wrong; asshole #1, commented that I shouldn't vote just because I don't like someone, I should vote on there positions. I had to explain, for 5 minutes, that is what I meant. Well he asked me one thing I didn't like about bush; I told him that I didn't believe in the war in Iraq. That shut him up for a few seconds, then he said some more shit, then we got onto the subject that really pissed me off today, gay marriage. I told him that I would support any gay couple that wanted to get married (I’m such a puss, I should of told him that I want the same rights as everyone else). Then he 'countered' by saying that it is not only gross, unnatural, and in better words abomination but also that we don't deserve marriage. Ohhh that really got me angry, I bet my face was red, asshole #2 looked back and seen me and knew I was pissed; but for some reason joined in. He also said that it was gross, unnatural and we don't deserve marriage. That sent me into overdrive. Then they brought up that it was a choice, stupid motherfuckers... I don't have a choice, and if I did I’d choose this team, because it seems like there are a whole lot less assholes on this side. But anyways, they then brought up a subject that beyond pissed me off; they said that we only want marriage so we can adopt children to molest them... I don't even know what to say about that, words cannot describe how pissed I was, and still am. Where do they come up with this crap? I swear, I’m about to just drop out of school, just so I don't have to see them again. Today was totally horrible. But I still defended my true self, even though I never reviled it; I guess I defended it well, because they asked me if I was gay. Sadly, I could bring myself to say yes (almost could of, if the pissed me off anymore I would of), but I didn't say no either (which I’m kind of proud of, but I’m still mad that I didn’t say yes); instead I just asked, "What do you think?"
Sorry about not splitting up into paragrahps, so pissed i can't even make myself format this post.
posted by Brian Smith @ 4:24 PM
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Riiiight, homosexuality is unnatural, much like eyeglasses, polyester, and birth control, and gross like calamari, genital piercings, and promisuity. While we're constitutionally banning things...
One thing that upset me was when we were talking about marriage, he asked why we needed marriage not a civil union. I told him that a civil union sounds like it is less important then marriage, and he aggreed saying that gay couples are less important. He can say it's gross and unatural all he wants, but when he starts saying people are less important becasue of who they love, well i have to draw a line there.
Oh.. i forgot, before he came out an said that the only reason gays want to have children is so that they can molest them, he said that he didn't want any gay couple being around children; because they might grow up accepting us. I fucking hate that bastard. I use to feel sorry for making fun of him, but stand back bitches, he's opened the flood gates.
For such a homophobe, sounds like he sure has something up his ass...
For such a homophobe, sounds like he sure has something up his ass...
My foot is about to be up his ass, if he keeps talking shit.
have to say i never read posts when they're not split up into paragraphs, 'cept this one...
those people are definitely dumbasses. i dont' udnerstand how some people are ignorant enough to say this to someone's face! at least keep your retarded remarks to yourself if they make no sense whatsoever...
-karen
I know I should of split it up, but I was just writing what I was thinking at the time; and I knew that I’d only get madder if I had to read that crap again. So sorry about not splitting it up, but I’m glad you read it anyways.
even though I wish I didn't hear their remarks, I needed too. Just so I can know whom my real friends will be when I finally do decide to come out. Plus, I don't need them, except for a ride 2 out of 3 weeks. I've known one since Kindergarten, and the other since High School, but you know what? Right now I could care less if they wanted to be my friend or not, all I care about now is getting to school on time. I'm tired of keeping this secret and I’m tired of being afraid of what people think. I just want to live my life with a special someone, with maybe a couple kids so I can teach them that it is ok to be gay/bi/straight, that not everyone is the same except when it comes to love.
I have the same dreams that everyone else does, getting married, having a house with a white picket fence with children playing in the yard, but mine just happens to be a house with two dads. But that dream may never be a reality with hatred those assholes and others display on a regular basis.
No one has ever questioned my ethics or morals, but that would soon fade, just because I’m fallowing my heart. I try to do what is right, all the time; I’ve never been in trouble, but one little thing that they don't understand and can never understand turns me into a monster. Is it that hard to imagine that I can love another man, with out being a pervert? If anyone has anything wrong with him or her, it is them. and I’m just starting to realize that.
I just want something I can never have~Nine Inch Nails
I use to be afraid to defend it, but since I started college I don't care what they want to hear (mostly). Making up bullshit friends gave me a door to express what I think; well they really are not bullshit, they exist (there are two, not counting the guy I’m talking to now), but I’m not quite as good as friends as I let on. Slowly I’m phasing them out, talking more about how I feel, instead of saying that I support them.
Oh.. Was I ever pissed. I would like to say that I was shocked at what they were saying, but I wasn't surprised. I got really angry and agitated; Asshole #1 kept interrupting me... there was quite a bit of yelling after that, I told him that I let him talk his bullshit, and that he needs to shut the fuck up while I’m talking. Yea.. there was a lot of Fucking's, Asshole's, Motherfuckers's, Son-of-a-bitch'es, and other choice words used that day by me. I use those words all the time, well not all the time only when I’m pissed or joking around, but they knew I was REALLY pissed because I used them too frequently. It still pisses me off when I think about it. MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE SONS-OF-BITCHES!!!
I also liked that I actually said, "what do you think?", I usually say No; but I would rather of said yes or at least that I was Bi Even though I’m not, but it's better then saying I’m straight. They also took mine as a 'No', but I was hoping that they would say yes. God I suck, all I had to do is say yep and it would be over, I hate that I’m afraid to tell people and then lie to them. :(
I want to break free
I want to break free from your lies~ QUEEN(that coke C2 commerical that has that song depresses me)
Hey, it's progress at least. :-) Being able to leave the bastards to make their own assumptions rather than lying outright means you're at least moving in the right direction. Still, perhaps it would be easier if you slipped them some Homocil? ;-)
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Or maybe i should pound back some shots of tequilla then tell them while tapeing it; so it will be out in the open i'm gay, and i'll have a nice tape to show my kids.
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Daddy, Why are you kicking those guy's asses?
Becasue, Timmy, They fucking deserved it.
Why?
When Two men or women love eachother, an asshole is born. that asshole tries to make it where the two men or women cannot commit their relationship officially, becasue he or she has noting better to do then to make their life as shitty as his or hers. And sometimes you have to show them that talking shit that is not true can sometimes result in an ass kicking.
I'm glad i'm your son, i hate to grow up with one of those cunts
Oh! Timmy.
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