The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

12/13/2004

I think it’s the isolation....

I got out today, just to school, but I feel better. Not entirely better, but not as shitty as I was. After finals I’m going to have to get out more, being stuck in this room for most of the day sucks. I think that was a major factor, the isolation, in me being down. I just need to get out more. It’s odd, the isolation never has been a problem before, but I’m tired of sitting around all day worrying about a test that I can’t even bring myself to study for. I might actually have to drop the classes I’ve enrolled in, just until I can focus again, but I know if I do quit it’s most likely that I won’t go back. I’m currently thinking of just dropping ‘Plants and People’ the quick course that is going to be over the Christmas break, and decide what to do during that time. I know for fact that I’ve failed Comp Sys, and I’m 90% sure that I’m going to fail Stat… so I’m going to have to drop some classes anyways.

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