The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

12/28/2004

Ok, tell me that they know now!

Ok today I came home, went to my room, and there it was… a pen… a half eaten, by my -destroyer of all that is good and rightful- dog. But I was like WTF! Not about the pen, but because my door was shut when I left and when I came home. Then I looked, and my computer had been restarted, because I was at my login screen. So either, my dog opened my door, chewed the pen to hell, then he either restarted my computer [or the power went off and he set my alarm clock back for me], then left my room, not forgetting to shut the door behind him; or someone was in my room and possibly chewed up a pen.

So they have to know right? Look at my computer case. And on top of that I had my ‘Queer Blues’ book right next to it. Then just next to my keyboard I had an Advocate. But still nothing has been said, and I haven’t seen my mom, but I know she is here. So what’s the deal? Eh, I’m going to have to call my little sister during the break after I finish my Plants and People exam, and see if anyone has said anything. Shit, I’m going to de-shelf my other gay books, and place those around the room; just incase it happens again. Moreover, I need to take my pride flag off my door, because if you open the door you can’t see it; I just have to find room on my walls [maybe I can put it back where it was, and just move that CD rack thing].

Another thing, I need something to do this New Years Eve; I’ve never really did anything for New Years, except watch Dick Clark scare me, but since his ass is out of the picture, I’m going to have to do something. I hope some sort of opportunity comes up soon; I’d hate to sit at home, and party with myself.

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