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First, i came out to total strangers!

Stranger 1: Hello, Can we talk to you about OSU-Tulsa, we are writers for the daily collagen.

Me: uh... ok.

Stranger 1: Can we record you?

Me: Uh... Ok.

Stranger 1:.... blaw blaw...

Me: Blaw Blaw Blaw...

Stranger 1:.... blaw blaw...

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*Pause*

*Now we are in the hall*

Stranger 2: Hay, don't forget to record this..

Stranger 1: Ok.

Me: yea, i really like the teachers here, i've even came out to a few.

Stranger 1: Oh Really!

Me: Yea, i'm a big 'o homo.

Stranger 1 & 2: *Laughs with me*

Me: i would like to see a chapter of SODA here. (SODA is the gay and lesbian group on Stillwater’s campus)

Stranger 1: Yea, We Have a SODA on the Stillwater campus

Stranger 2: Yea, that would be a good idea.

Stranger 1: Well, thank you, and don't worry i won't quote you on that.

Me: I really don't care if you do.

Stranger 1: Bye

Stranger 2: Bye

Me: Bye.

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Also if you haven't been following along, Back in Da Day, has gotten a lot of comments!

This is part of one i'll focus on:

put them in categories like 'thoughts of relationships', or 'thoughts about the Religious Right' or

'thoughts of different types of men', and then when you get enough in a category, look for patterns of behavior.

I think i'll skip the Religious Right for now, i bet you probably have an idea what i think. And i'll talk about the other two backwards, to keep you on your toes! Ok my thoughs on different types of men.. i guess i'll talk about the types of guys i like.

I know what your saying... "come-on Brian, be a whore for us!" Ahhh... i wish. But i'm just not the whore type... Anyways that brings us to the only absolute thing i require: Monogamy. Sorry, but dat ass is mine! lol. I also want someone who is sweet and nice, not afraid to show public affection, but also can be a bitch (to other people) when the time is right. Ok, so you already heard that before? By every other person in the world, even? Ok, but how many times have you seen someone actually be attracted to people that fit that? Not many, eh? I was.

His name is Donnie (sp?), and i went to high school with him... and my cousin dated him for like a week or two. STFU! I know he's straight, but i can still use him as an example.

Ok, Donnie. He was in the grade below me, but we had a couple classes together. He was super nice, i don't think i heard him say anything, in an one-on-one environment, negative. I mean that he would join in trashing other people, when everyone else was, but when you got him in a small group he would be the sweetest person ever. He was the guy that was into all the Christian rock bands that were back then (Creed/POD/... i think). He was the only person, besides myself, that had the honor (or horror, depends on how you look at it) to be trusted by everyone (god the secrets I was told!) But unlike me, he got hell. But he always just shrugged it off. Like he wanted to be a Doctor, problem was he had a problem with his hands; they shook, badly. Everyone gave him hell for wanting to be a Doctor, but he never backed down. He's now a nurse (still straight, i think) in the military (hmmm...).

But like i said in one of my comments (i think), is that i didn't think he could hurt me. I mean, that i've never seen him be vengeful or do something to spite someone. I really fell hard when leaving HS to go to collage. I knew that i couldn't have him, but even his friendship was valued... and he was a good friend.

The other guy... well that was lust, honey. Wheeew! Let momma see how 'ya twerk it.

My thoughts on Relationships... that's is mission impossible... I somehow have my heart set out on finding true love with the first person i date... Ridiculous i know. I mean, is what i want. I want it to be that the first person i'm intimate with, to be 'the one'. Sounds as retarded written out as it is in my mind. I'm going to blame movies... That's why i love Horror movies, the V-card holders live, Sluts Die!

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Ok thrid and finnal thing... for this entry.

I ruined Val'day! Yey! Fuck all ya'll motherfuckers (except Ethan, which i wish only mild discomfort). But my sister decided to stay home... and make a 'meal' (oh god, i feel sorry for his ass; he's going to starve to death if they rely on her to cook) for him. So they basically decided to demonstrate what i was missing out on all these years... so i decided to give my own Demo... i popped in 'The Laramie Project'. After it was done my sister looked at me and said, "that was sad"; and i knew my job was done. I'm a bitch!