The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

3/27/2005

"Easter Special: He Touched Me."

Is what it said. That is what the Church Sign Said. Maybe if that was year round i would join. But i wonder, who is exactly going to be touching me, and where; not that i care, just would like to know.

But today i went to Tulsa with my parents... MISTAKE! I should have anticipated such, i hate going anywhere with them. They manage to piss me off every time. Both of our computers are fucked this morning; My comp Restarted and Would Freeze at the Login Screen; Any Theirs had a fucked modem. So i had to go with them, to get their new modem, good think that i did or they would have a nice new NIC. It was hell all day, until i got home; where i ran to my room and watched another movie; after finally getting my computer past the login screen.

I guess today is Easter... well have a swell fucking Easter or something; i get to see family, so another day of hell; i know Jesus didn't die - and come back - for this shit.
SHIT! Where in the hell is my mind today!?!

I totally forgot something big... i ran into a gal that i use to go to school with; and i told her! She has the biggest fucking mouth ever! WooT! My shit is going to be everywhere, so another lil step, most everyone i've told i had a lil confidence that it would be kept low key, but her... she's a wild card.

Anyhow, i ran into her; she started to give me her sob story, which cold heartily, i admit, i didn't care. Oh, i'm getting a divorce... oh, i had a baby... blaw blaw blaw... I'm like, "well i'm coming out" while thinking "Bitch, don't tell me about marriage..."... She looked at me blankly. Her eyes said "are you a unicorn?" So i had to tell her what "coming out" entails: telling people "i'm gay". Her friend, who i didn't know, didn't seem shocked, but she was like "no you're not!"; "Yes i am". Silence. "are you and [one of the assholes]..."; Fighting back the projectile vomit: "Hell fucking no, girl, i should slap the shit out of you just for thinking that shit". Then the conversation moved to her moving back into Depew (the lil town next to [take your pick, Gypsy or Bristow it touches both of them]). So maybe my shit will be Depew News or something, Ummm. I wasn't thinking of that when i told her, but now that i did, it's something to think about. Anyways, i'm wondering if there is, in fact, something in the Depew Water... We always joked about that, maybe the jokes are true; but come 'on, you heard my voice... These people need to wake up and hear the faggotry.

Oh, i'm watching "To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything! - Julie Newmar" and "Shriek: If you know what i did last Friday the 13th"

"Shriek" has Danny Strong... he's so cute.

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