I guess Tomorrow...

Will be my last day of anti-social behavior, for now. Yea, i've been almost non-existent since like Sunday. No IMs, no Email, no conversations with people, nothing but this blog and maybe a few other blogs, but that is it.

This is another thing weird about me, when i'm pissed i don't talk for awhile. Usually it only last a day or two, but it has never gone more then a week, so i'm assuming that tomorrow will be the last day. I think i said something to my sister this morning, but it was like a 'yea' or something like that. Baby steps... I'm not pissed anymore(just still not talking), far from it, i've been exploring the 16 year old girl side of me (i've been playing dress up). So my hamper is filled with clothes i need to wash, now. I also need some new clothes, i have really nothing nice to wear, just t-shirts and shit.

I also need to get on my homework, i have an assignment due tomorrow that i haven't even started on, and it's a big one; Make a Variable Length Database file that Flags not deletes Data so it can be replaced by new data not having to create a new record for it. Then have an index, that is sorted, and shit. Plus i have to keep track of the 'Deleted' records, so i can replace them, not search for the spot where the data can be entered. Then i have to make sure fragmentation is reduced. All by tomorrow... and i haven't even started, and it has to be done in either C or Java, and i'm not that good at either of them. Oh, and we have to assume that the data file will be too big for memory, so no sticking the whole record set in an Array like i wanted too. Ahhh, i'm screwed. OH BTW, i just learned about File.Seek();... yes, i said just, and if you understand your probably shaking your head and thinking "God! Just? He's sooo screwed". Then i say, yea, plus i've never used it before, i just heard that it can be done like that, so i'm probably going to make a crap program to test it, and somehow get errors that i don't understand.

I wish we could just do it in VB, but even if we could, i have no idea how to seek in VB either (Oh, yea, no sequential searching in the program either).

Eh, it’s going to have to wait, I’m a little sleepy.

So long, and goodnight.

~ My Chemical Romance

Isn’t that guy off My Chemical Romance, the lead singer, kinda cute (well in the video, not so much that pic)? I’m still undecided, but for a minite when I was watching TV it crossed my mind that I’d like to kiss that guy.

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One other thing... The guy in my Sci-fi class, who I will now deem.. uhhh.. hummm.. ok I got it.. well maybe not.. Well the bald guy, the really cute one. Well he’s still teasing me. He’s over here talking to me, then says that his wife is in medical school, blaw blaw blaw... all I heard was, “I’m gorgeous, my wife really thinks so, hahaha faggot”... not really, what I really was imagining was something along the lines of this: “Hay my wife wants a three way, you up to it? Ain’t I gorgeous?” Well we were sitting in the room, a few minutes before the class started, and he quotes Eddie Izzard. Now correct me if I’m wrong, but I’ve heard that Izzard is homo-tastic. And he is quoting him, I know that doesn’t make you gay, but hell I am gay and I can’t even quote him. If, in fact, Eddie Izzard is homo-spectacular, you would think that out of the room the person who could quote him would be the homo. We live in fucking Oklahoma, not Oklahomo; how the hell is this guy quoting him, unless he’s in the gay underground? I keep hoping that his ‘wife’ is really his BF, he just has to code him as wife to keep it on the Down low. But how did I know that he quoted Izzard? Someone else in the class noticed, and said, “ahh someone has been watching too much Eddie Izzard”.. so Either that class is super gay or I’m really off with this Eddie Izzard thing.