The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

4/25/2005

Uhhhh... Yea, you know!

Yep, you should know already, unless you just stumbled upon this! If you are new here and missed the comments on my last post, i've had the best weekend ever! So much so, i want to bust out in show tunes (well close to show tunes, at least!)! Too bad people are here and trying to sleep (really, if i'm awake everyone should be!). But since i can't i'll just post what i would bust out in (Helen Kane's "I Wanna Be Loved By You"; the song off 'House of 1000 Corpses' and some older movie!)

I'm not one of the greedy kind,
All of my wants are simple,
I know what's on my mind!

I'm not resting until I find,
What would make your eyes glisten with joy,
Listen, big boy!

I wanna be loved by you, just you,
And nobody else but you,
I wanna be loved by you, alone!
Boop-boop-a-doop!

I wanna kissed by you, just you,
Nobody else but you,
I wanna be kissed by you, alone!

Boop-boop, I couldn't aspire,
To anything higher,
Than, fill the desire,
To make you my own!
Boop-boop-a-doop, boop-boop-a-doop!

I wanna be loved by you, just you,
And nobody else but you,
I wanna be loved by you, alone!

Aa-ah-um! Boop-boop-a-doop!

Daddle-at-dat-dat-dum, I couldn't aspire,
To anything higher,
Than, fill the desire,
To make you my own,
Bup-bum, butle-doodle-dum-bum!

I wanna be loved by you, just you,
Nobody else but you,
I wanna be loved by you, a-lup-a-dup-a-dup-a-dup!
Boop-boop-a-doop!

Yep, like i said, i called him, he didn't have his phone on him, but i left a message. Gave him my home number. I was soooo nervous that i forgot to give him more info, like that i was in Tulsa so it might be awhile before i got home to answer that phone... ooops. And he called back within 15 minutes... oops. My bad. but he did get my sister, and when i got home she told me that he said to call him when i get in. So i did. I was sooooooooo fucking nervous! If someone would have jumped at me, i would have died. I told him that he could reach me at the number before 1:00pm since that is the time i leave for school. He also asked me to email him, so he can have my email address. I told him that he can call me on the phone i used to call him, on the weekends, since that is the only time i have it. Then he had to go, it was about time for him to work. So i got off the phone, and my sister started using it... and it wasn't until about a couple hours before i got to be on the Internet. Then for some reason Gmail didn't like me at all! Really it didn't. I went ahead and gave him my New Gmail account address, since my Yahoo one is now just used for this blog and groups, now if i can only remember to turn on the Notifier! I don't think i'll have that problem, though.

I also told him that i had no school on Wednesdays and Fridays... :-)

He said call him this week, so i'm thinking Wednesday. Since i'll be out of school and all, since he works at night, i don't want him up in the morning talking to my ass before i have to go to school. Then i think i'll call him Tuesday, during my 4-fucking-hour break! I LOVE THAT BREAK SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!

Boop-boop-a-doop

:-)

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