VH1 need to call ah homo up...

Ummm hummmm... girlfriends! VH1 will be lying to ya'lls if they don't include my last few days on there 'best week ever' show.

First lets start off with getting my 'Shusi' Cherry popped! And like the Bible sez "And it was good". I think i now have a problem. I'm craving it. I'm am going to have to practice my Chopstick usage, though... My skill level with the chopsticks was on the level of 'Retarded Amputee' (i swear to god, if one day i look at my stats and find that someone found my site by searching for "Retarded Amputee" i'm going to find that person and kill them).

We ended up spending the night at his Gal-pal's place and the next morning... TULSA STATE FAIR!

My Girlfriend, Ed McMahon, was right on the dot, when he said "Dreams Can Come True". We scared off black people. I didn't catch it all, but i was told that they 'Thought that we were gay' and that they left the table, when they found out that their assumption was true. And then i noticed that a lot of people really enjoyed 'the gays'... they did a lot of stareing... and talking... and probably a lot of other crap too; but cha' know what? I had fun... so fuck'em.

100% truth... i had the best time these last few days.

But to top it all... the pinnacle; the walk in the park. That there was something that i've never once in a million years, thought i would do in reality. Words cannot describe it. Not even that it was a walk in the park, just the walking in downtown Tulsa hand in hand... loved every minute of it... Except for the poor person asking for money.

Then there was the 'I love you's...

I could never tell my Ex 'I love you'; he said it twice, but i could never bring myself to say it back. Maybe that made me a bad person, but not a liar. With my ex it would have been an effort to say it, but with Jeremy it was an effort not to say it. I actually slipped and said it once. I was so afraid that it would scare him, so i hoped that he might would have thought i said 'i like you' like we had been saying. He caught it, i later found out, when he told me that he loved me.

I know that you're probably thinking 'Love? You just met'. Lets just say that i feel closer to Jeremy in these 3 weeks, then i have with my ex in 6 months.

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P.S.
Did i ever tell ya'll i keep souvenirs? Well gay ones at least... Yea, stupid things... like receipts. I have probably 99% of all my 'Gay' themed books/movies receipts, i also have some of those Whataburger receipts when i was sneaking out of the house with that guy from Bristow (lol... even a cup... OMG). Also some other, more important things, like the Gayly that i was on the cover of, that letter Mr. Poose sent me awhile back, and all my advocates. Each one is important in their own ways. It provides a timeline of events, just like this blog does, but it's a tangible representation of what i've accomplished.

Ok, everyone is bound to wonder about 'the cup'... it's one of those plastic whataburger cups. lol... this is embarrassing; but it's important. First meal with a person that i wasn't a lie to. It's a first, it is way important. I do need to throw this shit away, but right now it's hard to. Each thing brings back good memories. Like the first gay book it bought and how nervous i was, but it felt good afterwards. Now i have two new additions; Mega Margarita Cup and the Tsunami Sushi receipt... Ok, the receipt is actually so i know what the fuck i ate. The cup is memory; even thought it was a Strawberry Daiquiri not a Margarita. It was from the Tulsa State Fair. Anywho, i need to sort thought all this shit and get rid of some of it... it's mostly receipts, only like 2 or 3 objects that really are just trash to everyone else.

You think i'm retarded now? You should see my Email box... everything, besides spam, is saved...

I even still have that 'Focus on the Family' thing they send though snail mail.