The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

10/03/2005

Jonesing

I'm going though withdraws ya'll. Today i couldn't even enjoy my little sister's problems fully; and boy does she have some problems... that is if she wasn't kidding me... or how she likes to put it "You've got PUNKED!"

Anywho, i was bad. i had butterflies all day today. I had to end up calling my little sister and talking to her to pass the time. and i Sighed most of the time. She was like "you really like him don't you?"

yes.

Then she tired to steer it back to her problem... it never worked. I kept saying that i wished they would hurry up and fix this damn car. I feel kinda bad, because it was a big problem... But i know that she isn't going to be in too much trouble. :-)

Right now, i'm just sitting around, about to die... well it feels like it.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm gonna pimp-slap you for using the word jonesing!

10/03/2005 9:41 PM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

Oh, girl

Wooo

I had to go get me a hit.... i just came back from there. And i'm so glad i did...

Today is going to suck hardcore; i just know it. But maybe my lil sister can keep my mind off my addiction... yea, right!

Oh god today is going to be hell.

P.S.

I bet you're loving the 'Jonesing' compared to the 'Hardcore'.

10/04/2005 2:21 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i'm all jealous over here. i want to be jonesing too. or at the very least addicted to soemthing other than pizza and beer.

10/05/2005 3:02 PM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

Pizza and Beer are good things...

Don't be shamed in hiding your love for Pizza and Beer... Embrace it. Show the world your love has no shame. Tell them that Pizza is your big booty ho, and Beer is that trick that still owes you money, but you love her and only slaps the shit out of 'em every other fuck-up...

Keep the power

;-)

10/06/2005 10:23 PM  

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