The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

9/25/2005

As we speak... or actually a few seconds ago... and technically still as i post...

There are lil packets of 1's and 0's being converted into either a null or anything else and being shat out of my modem. Racing to a server, which shats them out to another server and another and another until it reaches a Yar-hoo server... then that server probably shats it's out to another one of Yar-hoo's servers.

I sent an ez-mail.

not as tough as i thought it would be... but now it's the wait... Oh, Gawd! The Wait! If only people were as fast as email...

Anywho, i slept on it... woke up and wrote it... i hope that when i fully wake up i can read it without dieing... Sometimes that happens... It's good, when your half-assed asleep... not so much wide awake. lol... no telling how many reports i've made in only a few hours the day it's due... too fucking many. They all passed, but i could have done way better.

So it's now residing in an ez-mail box as lil 1's and 0's...

FUCK... i just got a reply... HA! Goddamn he's fast... Let's read it.

[My hearts about to explode... nerve-racking]

Fucking dial up! Ummm... it had to be short... is that good or is that bad? We might never know on 26.4kbs..!

Ok, it wasn't "You're a fuck up. I'm coming to your house to kill you"... even though i would have been like, "Bad ass! He's coming here! I'm going to have to put something nice on... Gawd only knows i don't want to look like shit, when a pic of my corpse is the paper. I'd get laughed at."

Anywho, we keep emailing each other back and forward, so i'm going to rap this up...

-kiss

Not even enough time to spell check.

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