The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

12/06/2005

I got the black teacher...

^ that's Not Raciest! ^

Really!

I had that conversation awhile back. I was still going to school at OSU-Tulsa, and on the car ride back me and the people i carpooled with were talking about people in our class. Well i was taking about this girl and they were like "which one is that one?" and i was like "the black chick". Well the driver had a problem with me saying "the black chick". Though he's white as snow, he was offended by my usage of 'black' when describing someone; not even black people are offended by that (not that i know of). It just turned out that she was the only black chick in the whole fucking class. But he went on and on about how it was wrong. I told him he was basically stupid, it was an easily identifiable trait that was unique to her in that class.

Then he said, "i don't see color when i look at people". Me and the othe guy laughed and said that he was a raciest, because only closeted raciest would say such a thing. I'm sorry, but Malcolm X: Black; Rosa Parks: Black; Chris Rock: Black; Will Smith: White.

So we gave him a scenario, which is exactly as the classroom: If there were a group of girls, all the same height, all have dark hair, wore the same outfit, same shoes, same everything, except one was black, what would be the easiest/Fastest way to ID the Black Chick. He shut up.

Anyways, the importance of 'he's black' is that i was told the Asian trainer was fun... he's not Asian... He's not bad, i was expecting much worse. I think i would have liked him better if he was a female. Because cocky (not my words, a classmates) females rock.

Well day one under my belt, and a lil cash waiting to be had. I have tons of paperwork i need to look at, about benefits and other things. I have a new badge so i can go in and out of the building. I got to play with D.O.R.I.S. which is a program (a intranet webpage) there for Help.

On break i got into the Training Ver. of D.O.R.I.S. and looked at a couple things. Guess what! LOGO, the gay TV station, info in D.O.R.I.S. has guidelines when dealing with people complaining that there is a Gay station on TV.

But most of the class was simple. It reminds me of High school (or non-tech related early collage) in that all of the characters are there! There is the Uber-nerd that can't seem to be quiet. And the Girl that sits next to you, and has no idea how to use a computer. Also the old guy that knows less then the girl next to you. Then there is the guy that knows what's going on more then you do. Which sucks.

But i did get a complement by the Angry (read: Misunderstood [read: i'm going to hell {read: better off being a female <read: An ok guy, so far>}]) black man; he said that i was 'going to do good on the phones'; 'real good'. because we had to introduce everyone (Yea, like you did in HS or Collage or even Gradeschool.). I had to 'interview' my neighbor then tell the class about her... So i guess i 'speak so well' [now it sounds like i'm black ;) {if you don't get it, STUF}] Then the Uber-Nerd said that he was 'going to like me' when he heard my Background Info given by my Neighbor. It was my Fav Movie and who i would eat with (dead or alive) answers that got him all hyped up; BTW, "Night of the Living Dead" and Trent Reznor.

Anywho, that's about it.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I would pick Trent, too. Hands down. Good luck with the job...

amy

12/07/2005 2:03 PM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

I was like... Trent or Brian Warner (Marilyn Manson)... oviously i picked Trent.

But a good part of the class said... WHAT ELSE?!?... Jesus.

Saying Jesus to that question is so cliche... one day i hope to hear someone say Satan.

12/09/2005 12:35 AM  

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