Fallout Boy

First off, i hate the band. Well i guess so, since i never heard their shit. anywho

What i hate most: being lied to.
What i hate even more? Being lied to while beliveing the person, just to find out that i'm being lied to and/or deceived in any way.

it's basically, not my cup of tea. It's mostly a 'deal breaker' for me. Add-on that i'm depressed... and what do you have? I'm not quite sure, myself. Mostly me being hurt, angry, and withdrawn. I wonder if Sadam has any dark holes handy that i could craw into to escape? The world isn't perfect, but more troubling is that it seems that most of the world doesn't try. I know i'm not perfect, but damn-it i give an effort; and i'm tired of trying. The worlds constant wave of self-destruction has erroded my self to the breaking point. I can't handle it anymore, i've tired to adapt, but i'm failing at an ever increasing rate. Shit that i've thought i put behind was just the Ebb of a massive tsunami.

I've been beated down, stomped on, and rediculed by a world that didn't care. When i thought the worst was behind me it all comes back to tell me that i'm unloved, unwanted and uncared for, just to add insult to injury. People tell me otherwise, but remember, i hate being lied to.