The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

6/23/2006

Just blow it up and start over.

This world goddamn sucks. It's sad when you wake up thinking, "know what, it would be better if i wasn't around" and around meaing either dead or not born at all. Not that i could kill myself, god only knows i've gone through the senarios, and they all come back to not being effecent or hurting like hell or i'm too lazy to do it. :-p

But it's just that i'm set in my ways, and the world is set in its. I really don't belong to any one group, and that is a major issue. I can't stand the pot-heads, and i can't stand the Jesus-patrol either. Jesus-patrol, likes to make me feel bad. Pot-heads like to steal my shit, and smoke pot or worse get others to smoke pot. I'm not into that shit, either one's shit. For me, they can all goto Jesus-partols' hell, and i won't even bat an eye. Not that i mind either group... just as long as they are far, far, far away and don't come into contact with me or any rights i have left... or anything i have that can be pawned.

But anywho, i'm just pissy about life... i wish it could be pawned.

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