My Day: 07/31/2004

Well today has been exciting, but didn't start off that way. First my little sister, her boyfriend, and me when to Sapulpa to buy fish. They didn't have the right kind of rocks for the bottom of her aquarium, so she had to settle for plain white ones (She wanted black ones, for a reason I don't fully understand). She bought (actually her boyfriend bought) her 3 fish. One was a Glo-Fish, that must have been broken, that motherfucker doesn’t do a damn thing. I forgot what the other two where. Then we went by a car, that’s for sale, she wanted. Then we started home. When we arrived home, we sat around and watched a movie (I think resident evil); actually we watched it 1 1/2 times, my older sister's boyfriend came in half way through and we restated it.

After the movie, we where getting hungry, so we ordered pizza. My little sister, my mom, and me when to pick it up and when ended up with fortune cookies and pizza somehow. So we went back to my sisters, after dropping my mom off, and when we pulled into the driveway my older sister's boyfriend was leaving; Drunk, with beers in hand, they had a fight. We when in, and they told me to go get ranch from my moms house, and when I got back my little sister and her boyfriend was arguing. A couple hours go by, and my older sister's boyfriend shows back up. My sister went out there to talk, and I heard yelling and screaming. And when she came in, after he left, she told us that he knocked her down.

Well a couple more hours later, my older sister had left, he came back. My younger sister's boyfriend talked to him, I was outside the door making sure that he was safe (I’m not a bastard). And the cops showed up. Well cop, my younger sister's boyfriend's cousin. He told him that my sister was like family and if he came back he'd be in serious trouble. Since my older sister's boyfriend was drunk my younger sister's boyfriend drove him home (in his truck) and I fallowed to drive back my younger sisters boyfriend. Not a minute had passed when we walked in the door; my Older Sister's boyfriend was calling. My Younger sister's boyfriend and I talked to him. My younger sister's boyfriend kept telling that he'd fucked up, and that he should apologize to my older sister (but she wasn't answering his calls to her cell.) And he told me that he was sorry and that he liked my sister and he was a total asshole. My younger sister didn't talk to him, because when she gets pissed she doesn’t want to listen to anyone (even if they are on her side). We finished talking to him after about an hour and an hour after that my older sister showed back up. And after all that, we watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and kept seeing commercials for anger management.

I just got back home from there.... I guess I’ll be going back tomorrow, to make sure there is no trouble or anything.

Also I was about to come out to my sisters' boyfriends earlier but I’m glad I didn't, because that would only make me think I was the cause of the problem. Plus, he might just out me, to piss off my sister.

Whatever is begun in anger ends in shame.
~ Mary Ann Evans Cross

Anger is the most impotent of passions. It effects nothing it goes about, and hurts the one who is possessed by it more than the one against whom it is directed.
~ Edward Hyde Clarendon