Still Away to Go

Well after I wrote that last entry, I went to bed, and thought to myself that tomorrow that would be the only thing I could think about. To my surprise, I didn't think about it at all, until a couple minutes ago. I'm still churning it over in my mind. Viewing his web page, the content, made me feel like he could be trusted. I'm definitely going to have to get rid of the last two entries when I do tell him, so if you come back and they are gone, I’m about to tell someone I know (family). Hell, if you come back when I’m ready to tell them, most of this site might be missing. Because I plan on showing them this site, when I do come out, and I don't want them to be too uncomfortable (sorry Dave, that means your going). I won't delete them; I’ll just make them drafts again, because when they do become comfortable with it, I’ll re-post them. I don't want the first thing they see is my lust for Dave Attell, I also don't want to put, back in there heads, that my uncle might be gay either. I just want to leave the post that tells about me, and my struggles within myself, and how hard it was for me being gay. I can only hope that they would understand, and accept me.

The man who lives only by hope will die with despair.
~ Unknown