Going out to eat.

I just called him a few mins ago, he was shopping, but he said that after he gets done with that he is going to take me to eat. I have to call him in about an hour to get all the details, but it's looking good.

What is going threw (i know it's the wrong Threw/Through; but i love how that one looks it was a 'W') my head? I'm thinking of an embrace and a kiss perhaps, and those bigot assholes seeing it. I hope they do. Maybe it will finally be the whatever that one retard needs to realize i'm a fucking faggot. Seriously, he needs to wake up and smell the homosexuality; speaking of Smell, i'm smelling hella good today. I have to stop and sniff myself a few times already. Jesus, i'm smelling good; damn it might be a sin to smell this fantastic. Eh, anyways, i want everyone to check out Mr. Poose Radio and leave a comment or email him or something. I need to put that on my side bar, i'll have to do that after finals or something. But anyways check that out you bitches. I would like to do my own podcast someday, but i have dial-up, and no Mic. So i'm fucked. Plus no host. Really, my broke ass needs a fucking job. Anyways, i love that.

Eh, i have about 30mins to waste till i have to call back...

I need to drop a mint into my mouth i guess... and i have to remember no motherfucking onions. But i've been going over some step of shit i should do if X happens. Which basically is just me mirroring what ever the fuck he does, but if it's impossible for me to do so, do something else. Really that was some head scratching shit, wasn't it? Say that i am being kissed, say on the neck, and i can't mirror that action for some odd fucking reason (like me moving my head would signify that i'm not enjoying it) i'll just squeeze his body even more so... you know that kinda shit.

Girls, i'm smelling fucking great! damn i caught a wiff of me just now, damn! I need to find out what the fuck i put on this morning. I just gapped some shit and slapped it on. I think it was that body wash shit, whatever it is, damn. They need to bottle my ass up.

Damn i still have 30 mins to waste...

Shit is going by to slow...

I'm also having to hide from the people i carpool with, since they might get out of class early. Yea, they suppose to go 'till 7, so i guess even if they get out early they still going to be waiting until i'm done. I've waited all semester on them, they can wait on me for a fucking day!

I guess he is going to pick me up, or i'm going to meet him somewhere, i have no idea, really don't care as long as i get to see him.

It's amazing. Here i am. Not even a year ago, no one knew i was gay (well, at least not officially). I was having a horrible time with being myself, and now... well now i'm ok. I'm having the fucking greatest time of my fucking life. Fuck homophobia. It's a horrible lil disease for horrible people. And for all the kids out there, remember that we are your family too. Really. Hell, the faggots around here have been better to me then my real family. I love each and every faggot and fagget like they were brother and sisters; that doesn't mean that some of those bitches don't get on my last fucking nerve, but they are family. So kisses go to all those faggots in and out of the closet. I hope everything works out for each and every one of you. Have a fun day, have a fun evening, have a fun morning, have a fun year, have a fun decade, have a fun life. Kisses. And visit Poose Radio Bitches