The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

5/02/2005

1 V-Card Lighter.

I had another podcast, but the audio fucked up in two different places; and i learned that AFTER i uploaded it. So i uploaded a 8mb file that has two big bad spots.

But who really cares with a title like that, right?

Yep, i slept over... except for the sleep part. Well, that is not true, i did go to sleep... after he put his clothes on to go take a shower before he went to work.

Anyways, i was nervous as hell. I went to the bar and after closing he gave me some options, which i assume equaled out to sex or no sex; Go back to his place, go out to eat. His place.

A Gal Never tells, but i'll give you the funny part:

He drove me to his house, and we went in, and got to the living room, and then we started. Clothes came off and into the living room floor. After like awhile, we were in the floor too and heard his roommate coming home. lol. The only way (i know of) into the house is going through where we were. So we grabbed our clothes and hightailed it up to his room. And i forgot my 'Equality' band in his floor. Anyways his roommate started to come up the stairs... the stairs to the loft (his bedroom). He stopped and was talking about talking to the stars; He was so drunk.
Oh, i also said that i was going to tell people that couldn't DL the Podcast, what it was about...

Uhhh... a lil less exciting now i guess, but he kissed me... for like 2 hours.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Heyyyy, where is your second cast, hmm? You can't throw one hamburger to a pack of ravenous wolves, promise a steak dinner and not deliver!!
You still rule though...
I did listen to to your first cast and got most of it, but in some places it was too quiet. I was suprised by your voice, it was much more gentle than expected.
I hope your stomach did not launch a revolution.lol Ok, hope next weekend proves to be as satisfying for you.

5/02/2005 6:05 PM  
Blogger Brian Smith said...

Yea, i had a very good time ;-)
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That is odd, no fuck... Ummmm... I wonder if i was all 'fucked' out? lol.
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"Note to people who couldn't DL the Podcast: It's worth it, use your cousins computer if you have to, it's so worth.

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Note to people who were too lazy to DL the Podcast: Even I could do it. Write emails while you are waiting, get a snack, surf some porn...
You can do it! I know you can!"

Thxs!

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I had a Second one Uploaded, but it had two huge bad spots, so i'm going to do another one... most likely tonight, but it will be probably in the morning before i get it all uploaded and posted.

A lil secret, shhh, i actually used audicity to up the volume after i recorded it, so i was even talking lower then that! I am very quite, since people are sleeping while i record. I want a portable voice recorded that records MP3s that i can just copy to my computer, so i can just go out and drive and record.

Sometime this week, we might go out and eat again, but i doubt i can, since finals are going to have me busy, but this weekend is looking good.

5/02/2005 8:10 PM  

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