The Becoming: Progression from Alpha To Omega.

Its time to change, and I must start now or I may never start at all. I'm beginning with minor things about myself. Then moving up, ultimately, to outing myself. Yesterday I began the physical quest; I want to change my appearance so I can start anew with a new look. I've cut my hair and shaved my beard yesterday. My hair use to be a little more then shoulder length, now it's about an inch long. I also trimmed my beard down, it use to be a couple inches long, and now it's about a 1/5 an inch long. Even though I've done some things, there is plenty to do. I'm going to start working out, eating right, and try to smile once and awhile. I want to change into what I always envisioned myself being, even thought I might never live up to those expectations, I can get as close as I can. And that is fine by me. After I get the minor stuff through I can then proceed to with the difficult stuff, like outing myself, finding someone, and maybe even living the life I've dreamt about.
 
I would write more, but I'm going to see 'I Robot'. I heard that Will Smith is naked, too bad it wasn't a big o' bear. Why couldn't they cast Dave Attell as Will Smith's character? Dave Attell is HOT, too bad he isn't gay [or is he? I can only dream.].
 
The beginnings of all things are small.
-Marcus Tullius Cicero 
  
 

See He is HOT! Why couldn't he fight robots, with noting on?