Dreams:

I had a dream last night. It was the nicest dream I’ve had in a long time. I was with a man that I somehow knew that I loved, and we were lying on a bed, I was leaning into him, his arm draped over me. We seemed to be watching TV, but I knew better, we were just enjoying each other’s company. And slowly we drifted off into a deep peaceful sleep. So simple, yet so powerful to me. That’s all I really want, to be loved and love someone in return. But there are some out there that don't want me to have this, but I don't care. Let them be unhappy, consumed by their fear and hatred. I'm tired of hating. But I will always have hate in my heart, until I come out of the closet and allow myself enjoy all the world has to give. Maybe one day, with hard work, I can make this dream a reality instead of the nightmares that have been plaguing my dreams since I knew I was gay.

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
~Judy Garland

"One of the most adventurous things left us is to go to bed. For no one can lay a hand on our dreams."
~E. V. Lucas

"Love conquers all, and let us yield to it."
~Publius Vergilius Maro Vergil

"If there is anything better than to be loved it is loving."
~Anonymous