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I Wish life was like TV. You tell someone your gay, cut to commercial, and then everything is fine. That’s what I want; I want to tell someone with out having to go though talking about it. The talk is the biggest thing to me, not that they know (even thought it too is a big fear). What do I tell them? What do they need to know? What do I keep private? But the most important is 'what are they going to say?'. I don't think I can handle them asking me questions and some questions might piss me off. If they ever ask me 'Are you sure your gay?', I think I’ll go off. "What the Fuck do you think!? I'm 22 years old! I've had some time to think about it. Are you sure you're straight?". Or even worse if they say I need to see a doctor, so I can be ‘better’ [straight]. If they say that I’ll be the angriest I’ve ever been in my life, and probably end up taking a swing at whom ever said it. "I'm not a disease, nor am I a freak. I’m just different. a normal Joe. Then why do I need a doctor?". The only reason I would ever visit a doctor, that thinks homosexuality can be cured, is because I went crazy and decided to go suicide bomber all over his/her ass. Just kidding. But if I did meet one I’d punch him/her (yes I said her, I don’t care if she’s female. Ok I wouldn’t punch her; I however would slap the shit out of her. Or I would say ‘does Brian Smith have to choke a bitch?’ like in the Dave Chapelle Show.).

Use Your Fist And Not Your Mouth.
~ Marilyn Manson

Hey victim, should I black your eyes again? Hey victim, you were the one who put the stick in my hand.
~ Marilyn Manson