Crawling Out Of This Hole I Dug.

If you missed my comment on the last entry I made, I emailed my former Composition Teacher. She has replied today, and I have now just replied back. Funny thing is, she’s in Hawaii. Yea! That Hawaii, the Hawaii that was one of the first to grant same-sex couples rights. I told her that I think that she and Jenny Jones had sixth sense or something. I guess there’s no turning back, unless I can find a way to crash Yahoo's mail server, even then she probably could look into my mind and retrieve the email.
 
Well last night (technically this morning) was fucked up, but I slept like a baby. I woke up today, for a second, refreshed. But that soon went away, when I remembered what I have done. I had emailed her, and that there was no turning back. I had lost control. My emotions now controlled me, but I just realized that my emotions where just looking out for my well-being.  I wonder how much more pain can this shell take until my emotions take Perminate control?
 
 "...Hate has got me nowhere"
-Marilyn Manson (Brian Warner) 
 
"I know I'm slipping, I know I'm slipping, I know I'm slipping away."
-Marilyn Manson (Brian Warner) 
 
"The world shudders as the worm gets its wings"
-Marilyn Manson (Brian Warner)

"There is a fire in me, a fire that burns. This fire is out of control, we going to burn this city.. i'm out of control when i burn... Oh how i burn for you."
-Franz Ferdinand