The Other Side Of Me

This Blog is a documentation, a day-to-day account of my coming out process. This is here so people can read, and see where i've made mistakes and where i've made progress, so that during their coming out they can attempt to avoid or emulate those things. It is also here, to show the struggle me and many others have faced, when coming to terms with our sexuality.

9/28/2004

Drama Adverted…

Today was hell, I woke up early, but not early enough, so I had to wait all day worrying until my little sister came back from school; instead of asking her before she left. But I woke up early (well early for me), and looked outside; his truck wasn’t there. So all day I worried that he flipped out about knowing I am gay. Around 3:15 my sister pulled into my older sister’s driveway, and I got nervous; I wondered if she was pissed at me for telling him, causing him to flip out. Nevertheless, I went up there anyways, and walked inside; she looked pissed off. About that time, my older sister arrived and she came in. We sat down, I still haven’t asked my little sister if anything happened, and watched some TV. Then, when Judge Judy came on, my older sister said, “I heard that you told [my little sisters boyfriend].” I said yea, and asked where he was at, and I hoped that he didn’t leave because of me. Then both my sisters laughed, and said that he was at his dad’s house until Wednesday, he was helping him with something, and that they were joking about when he told me that I should punch my older sisters boyfriend, if he said anything.

So I guess that’s all the happened today, me just running around worrying for nothing; I guess I can now drop my Gay Terror Level back down…

He still can be taking it badly, though…

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Oh! I also got “Lest we Forget”, Marilyn Manson’s best of album. I got the limited edition, the one with the DVD of almost all his videos. WooT!

The CD didn’t have some songs I would have liked to be on there, but still it’s a good collection; and the DVD is awesome.

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